mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs

i’ve got a few purchases that i wanted to share BUT BUT BUT not long enough to make a list/vid and i don’t wanna be posting up things that i bought weekly i wanted to do it all in one go so i’m sorry anon give me a bit more time :D

Anonymous asked: i follow you on instagram and i love all the things you buy and post. i want to get them myself, so can you make a list or video of where you got them from and the prices?

hey firstly thank you for following me ahaha 

i sure can just give me some time to since i have exams and all :)

just got skype and i am dead bored 

ADD MOIIIIII: eloiza.francisco 

RUPERT.

on the 16th of May at 5:48am our bunny had passed away.

he was the cutest bunny ever, and he was so big some thought that he a puppy with his teddy bear nose. Rupert was so bubbly running around the hall way all the time and loved to be pampered.

Monday night we realised that he wasn’t the bubbly boy he always was so we took him straight to the vet emergency. from then the vet nurse had told us that “rabbits are like horses, they can put on a show even if they’re sick and run around but when they a droopy just like Rupert was then that pretty much means that he is critically ill. She then explained his the crash he had although they were trying to find out why he was like that since his diet was right. She then told us that he may not make it tonight as he looked tired but we had to leave so we tucked him in the snuggie I always brought him in and left.

the next day the vet nurse gave us a call and told us that Rupert was walking around and getting better, but he was on a glucose and sugar drip. but when we got to the vet they told us that he was not feeling better again and he had another crash. we stayed with him for a while and tried to feed him his fave broccoli to him and left. I didn’t even get to carry him as he had all the needles in him I just hugged him and left thinking that I would see him again tomorrow. Then at night at around 9 they said that he had another crash and he did survive although it did take him some time to come back. In the morning we then got the call that he didn’t make it. I had been awake for those days in hospital just incase something happened. My sister and I were trying to head back to sleep but we just couldn’t, knowing that he took his last breath without us was heartbreaking enough. so we went to go see him as they gave us the option to if we wanted to see his body. I tried not to cry on the way so my sister wouldn’t cry as much but I just couldn’t help it. We got there and the nurse that took care of him looked upset as well.

We went into the room and there he was, tightly wrapped in my snuggie as always resting. I was still weirdly talking to him like he was still there but then I came to the conclusion that he wasn’t moving around. After half an hour of saying our goodbyes the vet came in and told us about his last minutes, my first question was if he was in pain and she said that after he crashed he only lasted seconds so he wasn’t in much pain. She then said that we could either take the bunny home to bury him or if we wanted them to. After making many positives and negatives we did it the right way and took him home to find a good place. Now he’s resting right at the front by the fountain and plants near my bedroom window because my sister thought that I wanted it that way so I could say hi to him whenever I wanted to.

I know I know all chat about a bunny right? But I spent almost everyday with him. I would watch movies with him, when I would put him to sleep I’d suddenly take a nap as well and when I would wake up he’d still be there, I would play around with him, feed him you name it. He would be there on the good days and the bad, he came handy on the rainy days when all you wanted to do was stay in bed. I treated and took care of him with all my heart and I guess that’s all I was able to do for him. My previous bunny was also born with a hidden illness so I was so certain that I wouldn’t get attached to the next one but I did with all my heart. I guess that’s why I’m so heartbroken right now, was that I opened up my heart and it happened again. I just wish I could’ve gotten a proper goodbye, maybe one more cuddle while we were resting. But for now all I can do is be happy that he’s not in pain. I miss my buddy so much.

But this is the story of Rupert, Love with all your heart while they’re still with you. Bye bye baby

:’(

Rupert is in the hospital because his sugar levels were running low. and the lady said that he may not make it tonight, so right now i’m praying that his okay because i can’t bare nor handle the thought of loosing another bunny. 

especially you blamming me that i didn’t care for him as much is not my fault because you’re only there for him when he gets sick, i was always there for him all the time playing with him and holding him until he falls asleep. you said it was “your bunny” anyways. i am not to blame, i only realised this now. 

but whatever i’m trying to forget about that my main focus is rupert. i hope he’s ok. trying to stay awake because she said that she was going to call us if anything happened to rupert just in case we had to say our goodbyes tonight.